(Studying Job with Abounding Hope for this term's HelloMornings Challenge).
Why?
This used to be my first response to anything bad that came
along, from a red light when I was late to Spock's birth defect. But I cannot
honestly now think of a more dangerous question to ask God, and this for
several reasons. The first reason should be enough to keep us from asking it:
namely, we might get an answer. I don't know about you, but the older I get,
the less I really want to know about the inner workings of God's plan. I am
perfectly happy to never be a prophet, to remain in truly blissful ignorance.
Of course, there are several things I could ask and have asked "why"
about over the years, but what if the answer is that it is merely preparation
for something more difficult? Do I really want to know? No thanks. Sufficient
for today is the evil thereof. (Matt 25:34)
The second reason is that when we start asking "why"
we start coming to our own extra-biblical conclusions. Take Job's "friends."
Please, he'd really like you to. :/ Entire false teachings have been built up
around this idea that simply because something bad happened to someone, they
are being punished. In Acts 28:4, Paul is bit by a snake and the Maltans
immediately assume he is a murderer, because that is the conclusion they have
drawn from asking "why." We Christians become a nasty bunch when we
start judging others who are suffering, especially our brothers and sisters in
Christ. How cruel is it for a woman to lose a child and have people tell her
that it is because of some secret sin in her life? Really? I'm fairly certain
that, if this were true, Christians would all be the poorest of the poor, we'd
all be eating out of garbage tins, that is if we lived longer than a few years
after our conversion. The bible seems pretty plain that if we say we are
without sin we are liars and the truth
is not in us. (1 John 1:8) (emph mine)
Thirdly, and this is the lesson I've been learning only
lately, is "why" our first response? If so, maybe we need to
reexamine our faith. I was struck by what is written of Job, after he has, in
only a matter of minutes, lost every single possession AND all ten of his
children (take a moment and really try to fathom that)...Then Job arose and
tore his robe and shaved his head and fell on the ground and worshipped. (Job
1:20) I have five sons, a couple of cars, a house, a nice chunk of property (by
SoCal standards), a job I love, etc. I think I could stand to lose all the
possessions. Shoot, in mid-life you start thinking of just chucking them and
starting over. :D But my kids? If they all died, and all at the same time...I
really don't know if I could even function, ever again. And, honestly, the idea
of worshipping God at that moment, well, I just can't see myself doing it. :/
But Job was ready for it. He had prepared himself his entire
life. Job 1:1 says Job was blameless & upright, one who feared God and
turned away from evil. His daily life was one of honoring God, of prayer, of
self-discipline...trust me, it takes a lot of self-discipline to turn away from
evil, especially these days when we are intentionally blurring the lines so
much. He was one who prayed, even that God would forgive the sins of his
children. "Thus Job did continually."
(Job 1:5b) (emph mine)
I was recently
listening to a Francis Chan sermon where
he started by talking about a funeral for his wife's grandmother, then talked
about her life. He said he'd never known anyone more in love with Jesus than
her. One thing that struck me was a story he told about how she went with them
to a play. It was a nice play, no bad things, nothing offensive. At intermission he asked her how she liked it
and she told him she didn't want to be there. She was thinking that she would
rather be doing something like serving others if Christ came back right then.
He said he spent the second act in prayer for everyone he knew, just in case
Grandma had the inside scoop on something. :) Grandma was like Job. She was
ready, and she was always desiring to be ready.
In my life, the question "why" to God has never
gotten me anywhere, except bitter and angry. The people I know who are
constantly asking "why" are all bitter and angry. "Why" just simply doesn't prepare
us for the evil of today, or tomorrow. We do not know when it will come. AW
Pink, pretty much my fave author (just in case you're looking for something to
get me), said that if the only growth a Christian knows occurs during trials, he
should probably question his Christianity. I was confused the first time I read
that, but now I see that we need to grow before the trials, then we will be
strong during them Yes, we will grow in the trials also, but if we use all our
so-called "down-time" in nothing but frivolity and worldliness, we should definitely question where our loyalties lay.
Judging from what I've seen growing up in the church, this
isn't the popular way to live, but it looks far less painful to have that peace
that passes all understanding when the trials come suddenly, like they did for
Job.
Job fascinates me too ... He was amazingly compliant to God's will - even when Satan Himself took away EVERYTHING and his own wife told him to just give up and die! Yet, in the end, Job says God gives and God takes away, and praises Him!!!!
ReplyDeleteKind of Joseph, someone else who suffered without cause, yet he says, "God meant it for good." Wow.
My big thing in life isn't so much "why" but "it's not fair" ... well, it's NOT; but GOD is!!! And He'll sort it all out in the end. We just need to keep trusting...